EndlessDream

2008-08-09T12:26:00.000-07:00

As The Rain Always comes,
And covers the earth and dark clowns roam my world,
I was lost in who i am, i was happy but then the route was all wet
I lost my way and my wing was open on a rainy day.

So to this 1st of june was the day I met her,
An angel from the skies who know me for who i am,
But yet the route was wet, as she came down to see who i am,
I saw myself left by the angel and the rain becomes a thunder storm
that swept away the wet floors,

But now the rain is gone, and so its the thunder storm,
I can see clearly the route that i was suppose to walk on,
My 1st June angel, it was not only when you came into my life change me,
Living me, help me to remember back who I am,
And that the love that i will never forget, the love that you gave me,
to remain me that i might lose somone that i love again.
To this i will change.

From a Heart that broken.

2008-07-29T10:47:00.000-07:00

Dark Rose,

As Dark as a sky, As Dark as black can Be
A Dark Rose Its Beautifull, But yet haunts me,
Its the most Beautifull among all roses, But Yet its fatal to fall for it,
As its thorn Its the Sharpess but hidden from the darkness and can't be seen,
Dark as a sky, As dark as black can be,
A Dark Rose Its beautifull, But yet haunts me,
Once hurt by its thorn, A fair warning cause it got me,
It hurt me at first, As slowly its poison the heart as quickly as it can be,
A Dark Rose that the darkess rose that haunts me.

2008-03-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentleman,

Darkness arise, as the cold air feels the atmosphere... its time to be balance as light and darkness meets...

Good evening,
As the world seem following whisper of the dead, sounds that are evil lurks and innocent mind. Listen tonight what I have to say... as the darkness is hungry tonight, Rumor of me are spreading hoping to bring me down, fake fact are traveling from innocent mind to another. See the truth and trust me, know me by yourself but not to listen the whisper of the dead. To see me whether i am good, you are to judge. To judge me who i am , reflects who you are... With the hammer of truth and my shield of endurance, i shall defeat evil one by one. Darkness is with me and light shine brightly in my heart. Be strong to those out there as i am here to help the weak!

2008-03-21T09:42:00.000-07:00

Laddies and gentleman,

The world is such a cruel world... as I can see more and more people are blinded by reality. As i walk this land, i can see their hearts... with smile on their face, with tears in their heart. But to some i see smile in their face, and evil lurks in their heart... with evil intention to bring down others. The most pathetic was the blind people who could see people heart, and would not listen to the tears of the heart. This pathetic people, are clowns and jokers which has sad life to live. As darkness is inside of me, light still shine... in heart. Learning the truth of every thing that i can see. As time is all i have, to wait for the impact... to those who tries to harm me. I will be waiting slowly and silently... when the things strikes.. you be the one who pays greatly. As i am happy everyday and rumor and lies does not hurt me. I am going to do nothing! and see what will come back to you and thus then i will have the last laugh! To those survival, I am here... the darkness hero who now has no fear. To protect the weak and defeat the evil. As now please i advice you... don't listen to the darkness and open the blindness of you true eye and see who the hero and the villain of this story we so called life. My weapon is a shield to protect with my advice and to care and love unconditionally is my skill.

2008-03-19T18:21:00.000-07:00

Ladies and gentleman,

As the world is bound by hatred, people are easily misunderstood... Anger, rage and quick assumption leads to an argument, Now what its there all to say... when i am the listener. As my ear are open i hear the cries and the sadness of the world. I also hear the true and ugly side of every person. All now i could say, its to advice... to those who never listen and keeps on talking, stop for one moment and listen to the cry of people heart. This cry could not be listen by people that talk too much, this feeling could not be seen by the naked eye... its listen with a pure heart, its watch by the experience we go through. Some would see me happy from the outside, but don't be deceive by my looks, i am sad inside. I am sad that the world would have people who are pathetic, i am sad to why i am still caring for this group of people? You can make a difference in a world, I am going to make a difference in the world. If you think what i am doing is wrong, there where you become naive. This is who i am, i care and love without any expectation. I don't care if you scold me or ignore me... its your choice to make, forcing you wont make a different... after all people won't learn anything from forcing. All i am doing now is advising, it your choice to whether to listen, or to ignore... I am just a normal person same as everyone else, the only difference I am willing to help, If you help me help you.

2008-03-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

Ladies and gentleman
good morning

Welcome once more, as the world are getting more emotional and depress, i found it pathethic people still lurks around. Even in a high educated place... its sad to know that this group of people live among us. Sadly speaking this kind of people don't deserve to live as they are garbage. You know who you are... Think for a second the reason we go to college or university? Is it to waste our time in class talking with friends and laughing around when the lecturer is talking infront? Smoking when you know it bad for your health, making fun of others when you should have look in the mirror and reflect your own inner you... How pathetic to see such people still exist... I am not pointing fingers, you know who you are... Start relazing and start changing or not its too late...

Only friend i had,
The only friend that care,
Are the only friend worth being friends with,
Are the only smart friend i have,
The one i treat them coldly,
Start realizing why?
Cause i find them pathetic, they does not deserve my care,
Does not deserve other to care...

2007-07-07T04:58:00.000-07:00

Madam and sir, Good evening,

Spiral of hate, sadness, pain.... it goes on forever like it never seems to end.. But this spiral will lose its shape and thus nothingness is what is left behind.... like they say nothing is forever. Sometimes a person have to find out by themself what they need to know.... They will be help but, the true strenght is within the person. A person have to make its rite choice in life and look forward without regret. I on the hand, will sacrifice my life for the happiness of others. This is a hero duty, For there is no one to save a hero but himself.... Hope you made the correct decision in LIFE as the story goes as you make it

2007-07-06T09:42:00.000-07:00

Madam and sir, Good evening,

Life is full of mystery, as to say some are true and some are false.... Some things may seems to be the truth but its false and those that seems false are actually true.... Loving someone is an example... sometimes how true you are to the person, nothing seems what it seems, as the person only says they also has the same feeling but yet is it true??? I am a victim.... maybe the person i like can't see or I am the fool that making myself suffer in a spiral of confusion and pain... as they say nothing what it seems. With this i shall leave with a poetry...

Life but a mystery,
And love is an ilusion bound by mystery,
Nothing as not what its seems,
My love, oh my love what is this pain??

All i could feel is confusion and worries,
As nothing is what it seems anymore,
All my hopes and dream are thats left,
But without love what its there to bears??

Life but a mystery,
But love is and illusion bound of it,
How can you see?
See me as the person who sees you differently.

2007-06-30T21:55:00.000-07:00

June. 31. 2007

Madam and sir, Good evening,

Darkness, sorrow, pain ..... Light, happiness, Joy..... this are just work to describe feelings which I never know when i was a kid. As day past the mind begin to take over this feeling. I am a thinker after all. The more I think the more I realise how unperfect this world has become. Crime, break ups, Stupid people, Poorness, Richness.... Today as usual as other day its just another sick day. Afterall this is reality. I woke in the morning when the sun has not even touch the sky and darkness still covers the land. So after i woke up, I sent my dearest sister to her function. After fetching her, I went home to wait for my friend. Today all I done was hanging out with friends. The worst thing happen today was I went to meet the girl that I have feelings for. It make my hearth bleeds as to know she still has feelings for her ex. But my arrogant made me still hang on to her. Afterall this is reality not everything ends in a happy ending.